the big picture.

you know what, im learning.
im learning things i would otherwise, have no way of learning.
i should be grateful for the drama and the overlap.
the tiredness and the stress.
ultimately its just going to make me a bigger archimonster later on and i should be grateful that yt’s investing his time and energy in me.
it’s not productive to get overwhelmed and i definately get that now.
i can’t believe myself sometimes.