sup

disappear.

ermaree — Thu, 15 Apr 2010 19:55:28 +0000

I want to disappear today.

ah.

ermaree — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 05:38:14 +0000

I don’t know what I think about anything or anyone I know anymore.
Clueless.

shit.

ermaree — Tue, 26 Jan 2010 00:23:25 +0000

I give up.

2010

ermaree — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 05:14:10 +0000

I feel numb.

Previously when things weren’t right, I would get mad or sad about it. If I didn’t get something done, I would panic.
But for awhile now, I just haven’t felt anything.
It’s weird.

If I didn’t know any better, I might even say I genuinely just don’t care.

I’m alive but.. I’m not living.
It’s an extremely strange existance.

ermaree — Fri, 01 May 2009 01:36:29 +0000

on top of being extremely careful about who you trust, i think you also need to be extremely conscious of who trusts you- with what, to what degree, and on what basis.

ermaree — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 21:15:42 +0000

i think i am confusing apathy with peace of mind.

ermaree — Fri, 06 Mar 2009 15:16:20 +0000

i want to crawl into a hole and get covered with lots of dirt so that no one can find me for awhile.

ermaree — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 20:23:16 +0000

new favourite = QUIZNOS BEEF AND SWISS MELT

beef + swiss cheese + toasted sesame garlic bread bun + parmesan alfredo sauce (same one on chicken carbonera) + sauteed mushrooms

MMM MMM GOOOD

ermaree — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 15:01:21 +0000

ITS THE WEEKEND IN T-MINUS 7 HOURS.
YEEEEEEEEEHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH!

im going to kill somebody today.

ermaree — Wed, 18 Feb 2009 17:39:16 +0000

sometimes i think the people i have to deal with through work, ignore me or dont take my instructions seriously because they know i am a young inexperienced female in the construction industry – which i am.
sometimes its discouraging and other times it just makes me mad and want to be better.
today it’s discouraging.